Lived Time, I learned this concept in my Philosophy Class with Sir Alpas. I like this concept because it is associated with simplicity of life - living life with what nature has established in us.
I do believe that there's a time for everything. A time to laugh, cry, love and to be hurt. And also a time to relax and enjoy after those stressful subjects in school.
Today is Valentines Day yet this day seemed nothing to me. It was like those regular days that I wake up, I took a bath, I go to school, and all the things that I do everyday.
I felt like no one really love me and instead they hated me.
I am not new on the fact that there were people who hated me because this character is me. Its very hard for me to change this nature of mine, though I try not to be so cruel with people but there were times that I can't help but do cruel things of people.
Even then, my mom said to me that I am the kind of person who carry grudges among people who hurt me and disappointed me. Because of this, she felt sad for me and informed me not to gave in to grudges and hurt them back because the Lord will not be happy of those actions of mine.
The point is, after three years being here in college (ATENEO DE DAVAO UNIVERSITY), my classmates whom I already considered my friends are suppose to know ME at all. I as this kind of person, and I hate this and that, but why is it that they always forget that and often hurt my feelings.
Now, I really felt disappointed in them. It's as if I was betrayed and no one can ever bring back what I felt even though they already apologize but there is still that something in me that holds grudges and anger in them.
There's a time for everything... A time to get angry, and a time of moving on which I hope to learn too soon for the betterment of everybody, for harmony and peace.
Hope you get what I'm trying to say. This is just the result of my anger and hopefully next time it would be the exact opposite.